Sadie’s Favorite Original Soundtrack

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Who I was

I wasn't proud

Now who I am

You know nothing about

You never said a word

You never said a word

You never said a word

and I'd say

“Don't go, don't go

I'm trying, I'm trying”

Such a waste

And maybe one day you'll see

How much you meant to me

Accepted wholeheartedly

Loved unconditionally

(Didn’t I deserve the same?)

Every word that I said

I honestly meant

I trusted you

I trusted you

Now I’ll trust Him

(Always went away)

“Don't go, don't go

I'm trying, I'm trying”

(Didn’t I deserve the same?)

Don't say, don't say

You don't care at all

Sadie’s Favorite Original Soundtrack

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Every time you leave too fast

It’s the same damn thing

Hanging on every word

Putting you first

And every time it breaks me down

I can hear you say

You’ll never be as good as me

I never would’ve stayed

So tell me just one more time

Make it real again

It shouldn’t have to come to this

It shouldn’t be this way

Well don’t just let me slip away

I’ve come too far to go to waste

Just ride it out

Like a wave

I know tomorrow things might change

Think of his sweet face and big brown eyes

As you sing a lullaby

The youthful innocence and bliss

And childish ignorance

You’ll see it’ll all work out

Anytime I think too loud

It’s the same damn thing

Deciphering words and putting others first

And every time it breaks me down

I can hear them say

It’s more than it’s worth

You’ll just make things worse

But don’t just let me slip away

I’ve come too far to go to waste

Just ride it out

Like a wave

I know tomorrow things might change

You’ll see it all work out

And every time you break me down,

I can hear you say

You’ll never be as good as me

I never should’ve stayed

Tell me one more time

It shouldn’t have to come to this

It shouldn’t be this way

Just ride it out

It’ll be okay

Watch it here.  

If you missed the liner notes in the back of the book, the song’s background is:

”This track was never supposed to be a song. The acoustic guitar was recorded during a jam session in 2016 with Them vs. Her’s original rhythm guitarist, and was quickly forgotten. Lyrics were written in 2022 and vocals were recorded in 2024. The rest of the instruments were recorded in 2025. The lyrics describe what it’s like to be a person with BPD in love with someone who doesn’t value or appreciate you. It reflects Sadie’s growth and journey and her realization that she deserves more. The line, ‘I trusted you, now I’ll trust Him,’ speaks of her relationship with Jesus.”

1. We Are Midnight Musings
2. They Played Til It Broke
3. She’ll Find Her Own Way Back
4. Maybe If We Jump, We’ll Reach Them
5. Falling in Reverse
6. When The Silence Breaks
7. This Time, It’s Hers
8. Letters From Home
9. Ride It Out (Bonus Track): “I wrote Ride It Out years ago, after I was diagnosed with BPD. The lyrics describe a fear of abandonment and all-or-nothing thinking patterns. It also shows what an excessive need for external validation looks like and touches on suicidal ideation. At the time of writing it, I thought BPD was a death sentence. I wasn’t sure if remission would ever be possible for me. This song actually helped me through many dark moments during those early days of treatment. It reminded me that I had already overcome so much and that I shouldn’t give up on myself. My hope in finally sharing this song, is that it’ll do the same for others.”
10. Don’t Go, I’m Trying (Bonus Track): “This track was never supposed to be a song. The acoustic guitar was recorded during a jam session in 2016 with Them vs. Her’s original rhythm guitarist, and was quickly forgotten. Lyrics were written in 2022 and vocals were recorded in 2024. The rest of the instruments were recorded in 2025. The lyrics describe what it’s like to be a person with BPD in love with someone who doesn’t value or appreciate you. It reflects Sadie’s growth and journey and her realization that she deserves more. The line, ‘I trusted you, now I’ll trust Him,’ speaks of her relationship with Jesus.”
11. Letters From Home (Band Version) (Bonus Track): When I asked Them vs. Her’s new rhythm guitarist, Howie, to come up with his own version of ‘Letters From Home,’ we planned to make it into an acoustic song (similar to “Ride It Out”) but when we went over the song during rehearsal in the presence of Matt (lead guitar) and Anthony (drums)—it morphed into something greater. This is that.
12. Letters From Home (Piano Version) (Bonus Track): “The piano version of ‘Letters From Home’ was the first song written and recorded for the soundtrack. It’s dedicated to my son, Nick. In a nutshell, the song is a love letter from a mother to her child and acts as an epilogue to the story. It captures the unconditional love that should be present between a parent and child, the desire to break generational cycles and the quiet hope that no matter what life throws your way—you’ll keep going and find your way back home. This song helps the story and the soundtrack come full circle.”

Performed by Them vs. Her

In the style of Midnight Musings

Sarah Rose - Vocals, Piano (tracks 1-8, 12), Guitar (tracks 1-3, 5-8, 10, 12), Bass (tracks 1-8, 10, 12)

Howie Kunzinger - Guitar (tracks 9, 11), Bass (track 11)

Matt Edell - Guitar (tracks 1-6, 11)

Anthony Corso - Drums (track 10, 11)  

Tim Stark - Guitar (track 10)  

Produced by Sarah Rose

Mixed & Mastered by Dead End Street

Them vs. Her is an alt-emo band consisting of Sarah Rose (vocals, bass), Howie Kunzinger (rhythm guitar), Matt Edell (lead guitar) and Anthony Corso (drums). They were founded in 2012 and are based out of Long Island, NY.

Visit them online at themvsher.com