FAQs

Yes! Recovery is possible for people living with BPD. In fact, recent research & studies of BPD have confirmed that treatment is not only possible but that BPD also has a high recovery success rate. According to Perry D. Hoffman, Ph.D. of the National Education Alliance for Borderline Personality Disorder, research conducted by the National Institute of Mental Health shows:

• After two years, more than 50% patients recover. 
• After 10 years, more than 80% recover.
• 88% remain in recovery.
  

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“I debated for months whether to launch a BPD blog (which has since grown to something much bigger than “just” a blog). I wasn’t sure if I wanted to put my story out there. I worried about the repercussions and of the possibility of my narcissistic parent or a professional contact finding it. I worried about my family’s privacy. In the end, I created BPD Beautiful (using a pseudonym) for a handful of reasons. They are…

• to support other people struggling with BPD and to share what I’ve been learning & what’s been working throughout my treatment.
• to inspire those with BPD to take time for themselves and be mindful.
• to give loved ones a better idea (but not the end all, be all) of how to cope with borderline personality disorder and to help them in understanding BPD.
• to help raise BPD awareness and do my part in ending the stigma.
• and the last, more personal reason was because blogging has always been something I’ve enjoyed doing. My last blog was eating disorder recovery related. This was back when my eating disorder was my most prevalent mental illness. Blogging—and the network of bloggers I had met along the way, played a big role in my recovery (9+ years with no relapse) and helped hold myself accountable.

I don’t have all the answers. I won’t claim to. I’m not a mental health expert (see our disclaimer). But I’ve been learning as I go with the help of my therapist, DBT skills, the support of my family & friends, the motivation I get from raising my son Bobby and of course, my Lord & Savior.”

-Audrey Harper, creator of BPD Beautiful

This is subjective to the individual with BPD. For me, BPD episodes usually started with a pit of despair in my stomach. My thoughts would immediately distort—I’d think in all or nothing terms, catastrophize, jump to conclusions or project my thoughts & feelings onto others. These were done subconsciously. My heart rate would increase. My chest would start hurting. I’d feel like a caged animal as my fight or flight response kicked in. Sometimes I would dissociate, or feel numb and out of body. You can read an in depth description of one of my BPD episodes in real time here. 

Answer coming soon. Updated: 4/11/24

You should NOT expect overnight improvement. Give yourself patience. Recovery is a lifestyle – not a destination. Do NOT blindly accept your feelings & thoughts as facts. Do NOT ignore signs of “all or nothing” thinking. This line of thinking hints to BPD splitting so challenge those types of thoughts. During BPD episodes, do NOT make big life changing decisions – not until after you’ve had time to process things. I recommend you DON’T scroll your newsfeed or use social media during episodes because it may feed into triggers. Overall, DON’T stay stagnant – aim to do something active and positive at least once a day. Work on goals and make therapy a huge priority while in treatment. Take notes during therapy, ask for therapy homework and handouts. Get educated on BPD and get involved in an online support group with other warriors. Join a DBT group.

A favorite person (FP) relationship can be extremely unhealthy due to its codependent nature. This dynamic is tough for both the person with BPD and the favorite person. If a favorite person is abusive, it’s even harder to detach. For the person with BPD, effectively and healthily dealing with a favorite person entails respecting boundaries. Both theirs and your own. It involves prioritizing individuality – don’t be so enmeshed with your favorite person that you lose yourself to them. That’s easier said than done but if you start small and keep it in mind as your relationship progresses, it can get easier. To start small, ensure you have your own hobbies and relationships with others outside of your FP. Make it a goal to spend at least a few minutes a day on your own passions. Aim to go out with other people a handful of times a month. Don’t try to let them become your own world, don’t aim to make yourself their entire world. If they’re already your own world, take small gradually steps to unhook yourself. If that feels impossible, it’s worth looking in DBT or another form a therapy. If you need more help, you can check out this blog post.

Detaching from an FP, or a BPD favorite person, is incredibly hard and takes a lot of time. However, it’s worth working on. I’ve detailed how I personally worked on detaching from my favorite person here.

A BPD favorite person is someone a person with BPD admires and feels fulfilled by the most. They frequently idealize and obsess over them.  A person with BPD usually splits on their favorite person (“BPD FP”) more often than others – going from idealizing to devaluing them when their fear of abandonment is triggered.  A favorite person doesn’t have to be a romantic partner – they can be a friend, family member, teacher or even a celebrity. People with BPD can’t choose their favorite person or immediately choose to stop having one. Being a favorite person may be fun & flattering, if you like that sort of thing, but it can also be intense & overwhelming.

BPD favorite person relationships are, quite often, unhealthy & codependent and may not be constructive to growth & healing. If you’re a favorite person (“BPD FP”), encourage your loved one’s independence, maintain boundaries and be a supportive advocate for their recovery & BPD. You can read an extensive guide on the favorite person relationship here.

Yes, it’s possible! But it’s not easy (no relationship is, but BPD can definitely complicate things). The caveat is—you can’t fix someone else’s borderline personality disorder and they can’t magically change overnight.

It also largely depends on whether each partner even wants to put the work in to change certain parts of themselves in order to get to a point where they can have a healthy relationship (remember actions speak louder than words). It’s no easy feat for either partner.

Recovery and the success of recovery is up to the person with borderline personality disorder. It’s a long road and it takes self reflection, willingness to face deep rooted fears, swallowing pride, lots of skills building, open communication, mindfulness, taking accountability and most importantly, therapy.

As for the other side of the coin—a romantic relationship with a girlfriend or boyfriend (or spouse) with BPD can be a rollercoaster. It takes an immense amount of dedication to fight the BPD battle with a diagnosed loved one (it should be couple vs. BPD, not partner with BPD vs. partner without BPD). It takes patience, unconditional love, empathy, stress management and learning new ways to communicate. I’d suggest therapy for the partner without BPD as well since getting educated on BPD and learning new skills (to cope with a loved one’s BPD) are both essential to support their recovery.

It’s up to each partner to take care of their own wellbeing while providing love & support to the other. Like with any relationship, it’s a two way street. Refusing treatment or refusing to get educated on BPD (or even worse, pretending it doesn’t exist or playing into the stigma) can be (and should be) a deal breaker. And of course, abusive behavior (from either partner) whether it be emotional abuse, verbal abuse or physical abuse is never okay. 

Reassure them that you love them. Have patience. Learn all you can about borderline personality disorder and the many BPD triggers & symptoms.

To help a loved one in the middle of a BPD episode, you should ask pointed questions like: “what are you feeling?” “what started this?” “how long have you felt this way?” Then validate their experience by repeating back what you think you’ve heard. Be open to their clarification. During BPD episodes, it’s best not to argue logic or reason. Don’t dismiss their feelings by trying to talk them out of them. Just listen and ask what you can do to show support. Offer up a distraction or a hug. If your loved one with BPD pushes you away, tell them you’ll be leaving them alone out of respect for their feelings but that if they change their mind, you’ll be willing to talk. Then give them space.

When managing a loved one with BPD’s crisis – you should NOT take offense to wild or false accusations, be argumentative, try to make intense feelings go away, deny or dismiss your loved one’s feelings (even when they’re distorted based), try to talk them out of their feelings or reinforce harmful or alarming behavior.

We hate to consider someone with BPD “hopeless,” especially since it’s a treatable condition. However, there are cases where it’s best to let your loved one with BPD go. When abuse is involved, it’s almost always better for you to leave the relationship and go No Contact – if possible, or at the very least – distance yourself and emotionally detach. That doesn’t mean your loved one can’t get better but the decision to enter treatment and do the work is always up to them. You cannot coax them into treatment. Actually, if there’s abuse involved, forcing them into treatment by way of ultimatum can actually backfire on you.

If you’ve armchair diagnosed your loved one with BPD (no judgement), keep in mind – they may actually struggle with a different personality disorder that they’re much less likely to recover from. NPD and ASPD can look similar to BPD but as of 2024, they are much harder to treat. There’s also the possibility that your loved one doesn’t actually have a personality disorder and is just an abuser. Above all, keep your safety your top priority. Don’t let a possible mental illness be an excuse to stay with an abusive partner.

If your loved one refuses to accept that their behavior or thought patterns are an issue or if they don’t take accountability for wrongdoing, that’s a red flag. If they refuse to start treatment and are quick to blame you for their abuse, that’s another sign the relationship will likely not progress in a way you want or need.

Someone with BPD who’s ready to make changes will dedicate A LOT of time and effort into their recovery. They’ll make calls, schedule appointments, take time doing therapy handouts or recovery journals, do their research and learn everything they can about borderline personality disorder. They’ll join online communities and make therapy a huge priority – rarely missing a session. BPD treatment is incredibly hard (but not impossible). And it takes time. Lots of time. If your loved one isn’t doing any of the above, it’s worth considering where you stand in the relationship and if it’s something you can realistically keep doing. As sad as it is, there’s nothing wrong with throwing in the towel if it means taking care of your own mental health.