Saying no to someone with borderline personality disorder can be tricky. Enforcing boundaries can result in unpredictable reactions or “BPD episodes.” If you love someone with borderline personality disorder or have a spouse with BPD, you may regularly walk on eggshells and not know when you’ll see a glimpse of BPD’s rage or feel the effects of your loved one’s fear of abandonment. You might feel like you can’t do anything right or that you’re always setting them off. You might be emotionally exhausted and at your wits end, ready to call it quits.
Understanding BPD & “BPD Episodes”
When you don’t have the condition yourself, it’s hard to understand why your loved one with BPD has these explosive reactions when you go out without them, say no or otherwise assert your own boundaries. This “no” could be to a plan, an idea or a request. Whatever it is, you need help navigating BPD waters.
You may believe your loved one is being dramatic, over-zealous or too sensitive. You may worry they’re being manipulative or controlling. You may wonder if they’re just abusive. In reality, it’s more likely their fear of abandonment and rejection has been triggered by your “no.”
When someone with BPD gets triggered, it can set off an overwhelming wave of negative emotions like shame and sadness. dead. These feelings are intense and can be incredibly hard to shake off.
(Read ‘What a Devaluing Split Looks Like for Borderline Personality Disorder‘)
Typically when someone with BPD experiences these intense feelings, they will make frantic efforts to avoid the real (or perceived) abandonment or rejection. Either that or they will protect themselves from further emotional pain by pushing you away or by pushing your buttons. This is simply a self sabotaging defense mechanism—the whole “I hate you, don’t leave me” stereotype that accompanies people with borderline personality disorder.
Describing in words how intense the feelings are when you have BPD and your fear of abandonment has been triggered is nearly impossible. I’ve tried many times to describe a “BPD episode.” But I’ve always fallen flat or ended up sounding disingenuous or incomprehensible.
(Read ‘What Happens During a BPD Episode’)
Just know that if you don’t have BPD, you will never fully understand. It’s also invalidating to pretend to understand just because you’ve read a few blog posts or watched some videos on YouTube. Even still, it helps to do your research and be educated about it.
I will say that in my experience—the feeling of impending abandonment starts in your chest and immediately drops to your stomach. Your heart starts to race and your confidence suddenly erodes. Feelings of inadequacy and a sudden but familiar core belief that you’re unloveable & unworthy can become so overwhelming, they can be hard to ignore or move past.
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Your feelings can then quickly consume your thoughts and your physical being, causing more physical symptoms like nausea or dizziness. You might dissociate and feel like you’re out of your body. Your thoughts can then quickly become distorted or delusional. After it gets to this point, you may start to feel like an animal who’s been trapped in a small cage for years and years. That’s where the BPD rage comes in. Or for those with quiet BPD, they may shut down completely and be unable to communicate, move or feel anything.
If you have ever suffered with a panic attack that left you incapacitated or on a self-defeating path of self-destruction, you’ll have a much better idea of what your borderline loved one suffers through on a daily basis than someone who’s never experienced anxiety, depression or another mental illness.
But even then. You’ll never actually know. So again, don’t pretend to. Don’t say, “I understand.” Instead, say, “I want to understand.”
What Are BPD Triggers?
A borderline’s fears of abandonment & rejection can be triggered by things like…
- Unexpected delayed response to a text
- Not getting a text back at all
- Canceled plans
- Being left out of a conversation or event
- A backhanded comment
- Partner going out without them
- Having their ideas or requests rejected
- Offering help or support but being told no
- Being told no when asking for help
- Being reminded of a past trigger
Small things that most people wouldn’t bat an eye at can trigger someone with borderline personality disorder. As a person with BPD, I know this is true.
So what’s a loved one to do? Bend over backwards to try and appease them? Never say no? No, of course not. (It’s healthy to have boundaries in relationships. Your loved one with BPD may not like them, but they do need to learn how to accept your boundaries if they want to have a healthy relationship with you.)
Instead of walking on eggshells, you want to learn how to validate their feelings (validation is NOT blind agreement) and say no in a way that won’t trigger their fears of abandonment and rejection.
Keep in mind: doing this easier when your loved one is onboard with strengthening and/or fixing themselves and your relationship. The tips below are also more effective if your loved one openly acknowledges their BPD diagnosis, is in treatment or is willing to seek an evaluation with a professional.
Saying No to Someone with Borderline Personality Disorder
Here are some tips you can use no to someone with BPD. Of course, my advice is based on my own experience and may not work for everyone.
- Clarify if it’s a “hard no” (never happening) or a “not now” (will happen in the near future). The word “maybe” can be frustrating and anxiety inducing. Try not to use it. Be direct whenever possible.
- Give your side of the story. This can help lessen our feelings of abandonment or rejection. It can help us talk ourselves out of overthinking the situation or from taking it personally. Preventing both can ultimately help us focus on respecting your wants and needs (which are just as important!). So for instance, if you’re saying no because of your own anxiety over a certain activity, be open about your feelings so your loved one with BPD can better see things from your perspective instead of getting stuck in their own emotions.
- If your no is actually “not now,” suggest a few alternate days or times. This helps your loved one remember that they still matter and it shows that you care about them just as much as they care about you. It also lessens the blow of disappointment and gives them something to look forward to.
- If your no is a “hard no”, try to come up with an alternative idea, plan or compromise. But only if it’s possible, realistic and if you want to. Don’t ever do something just because you feel forced to do it. That will only hurt both of you in the end.
- If they seem to be getting upset or are becoming passive aggressive, ask your loved one how they’re feeling. Expressing this can help your loved one let off steam. It could also help you come up with a better alternative together that would work for both of you. A good rule of thumb when it comes to communicating with people who have BPD is to focus on their feelings, not necessarily their words or actions. Focus on their feelings because that is what they will naturally be focused on….the intensity of the borderline amplified feelings.
- Reassure your loved one that your reason for saying no has nothing to do with them as a person nor does it change anything about your relationship or your love for them. Even if you’ve already told them your reason for saying no, sometimes it’s not enough to just know the why (especially if you’ve been fighting over your no). Reassuring your loved one of your love can help them better manage their BPD influenced emotions and thoughts.
- Remind your loved one of how much you love them. This goes hand in hand with #6. Both tips said together can make a huge difference.
- Be in the habit of sticking with the plan or with things you say you’ll do. Try not to cancel, push the time back or not follow through as that can cause someone with BPD a lot of anxiety. If canceling or pushing back the time is a must, following the previous steps again could be helpful along with giving your loved one as much notice as possible.
- Above all else, be patient and consistent. This may seem like a lot of work to assert a boundary. It is. It’s not easy for loved ones of borderline personality disorder. But with lots of patience, consistency, time & professional help—I do believe there’s hope for BPD relationships. Also, from personal experience, having a boundary consistently asserted helps a lot. It decreases the intensity of the trigger and at times, eliminates the trigger altogether. Consistence helps us know what to expect.
I hope these tips can help you deal with your loved one’s BPD. I know it’s hard for you. I commend you for sticking by your loved one and trying to learn more about the condition. They are incredibly lucky to have you in their life!
Remember to take care of yourself and assert your needs on a regular basis. Don’t be a doormat and don’t make excuses for your loved one. Supporting someone with borderline personality disorder is no easy feat and you matter just as much!
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